newyear

woow..! ga kerasa beberapa jam lagi memasuki tahun 2011. ..

humhh. ..tahun baru kali ini bakalan "telat" 6 jam.. :)

dengan suasana berbeda.. .dan orang" berbeda jugaa.. . (dari perayaan tahun baru biasanya)

gimana tahun baru di indonesia..?

di sini (belanda) orang-orang biasanya berkumpul. ..makan" .. .dan minum".. :)

tapi ga tau juga sii gimana nanti nya tahun baru gue di sini..

:)

oiaa..! setelah tahun baru ini. ..me with my sist going back to indonesia.. .

so. ..umhh.. .happy. ..but i'll miss holland & fam in here. ..muchh.. much muchh..!

i think its really nice if u can live here.. .

(with old friends & indonesian food, oh.. .so PERFECTT..!!!)

yaa.. .just my imagination..! :P

hehehee. ..

ahh. ..ok..! gotta go.. .

enjoy ur new year eve guys.. :)

LOVE. ..xxoo

hey!

dear mr. oh-u-think-u-are-perfect .. shut ur f*cking mouth up..!!

i hate rude people.. .

you seem like you have no manner.. .

where ur self-respect to others..??

im sure.. .u wouldnt want to be treated by people just like u did. ..

dont u ever think that u are perfect.. .

everybody has weaknesses.. .

so.. think before u speak..!

GARUDA DI DADAKU

hellow.. . :)

hari ini, tanggal 29 desember.. .dan hari ini adalah pertandingan lag kedua antar indonesia dan malaysia.. .pada lag pertama, yang diadakan di malaysia, indonesia harus kalah 3-0. ..

too bad.. .karena selama pertandingan ada beberapa insiden, salah satunya adalah penggunaan laser oleh supporter malaysia.. .

eww..! such an idiot.. .*sorry.. .but.. .yeahh. ..yes u are..!!*

ok.. .di lag kedua yang diadakan di indonesia ini, indonesia menang.. .2-1.. YAAYY..!! but. ..too bad (again). ..ada ajaa. ..yang (masih) menggunakan laser.. .emang sii ga jadi berita besar (seperti yang terjadi di malaysia). ..tapi kejadian ini tetep aja ga sportif.. .please de..!

tidak diketahui siapa oknum yang menggunakan laser itu .. .but i know he's (without doubt) an idiot.. .

oiaa.. .dan malaysia berhak menjadi juara karena aggregat 4-2. ..congrats guys..! :)

next time u better treat ur fans to be more supportive.. .no laser or cheating.. .or anything else..

proud to be indonesian.. :)

xxoo

BREAKFAST

so.. .i was kinda bored when breakfast this morning.. .

and i decided to take some 'fun' and silly pictures of me. ..

and here are they.. .

have a nice day everyone. ..

xxoo

merry christmas

merry christmas by .deZkaa. on Polyvore.com

may your christmas sparkle with moments of love.. .laughter and goodwill. ..

and may the year ahead be full of contentment and joy.. .
have a merry christmas..

don’t let the happy events happen only once a year.. .spread it out throughout the year.. :)

xoxo

.ncha

xmas 2010

fiuuh..! had really really bussy xmas days.. .

on xmas eve. ..i went to the church. ..and spent time together with my bro in law's parent.. .

and on xmas day.. .i went to the church (again) to accompanied my big sist who had job to managed children to play some drama about the birth of GOD. ..it was really funny.. .because they had no prepare for that.. .
and in the night, the holland fam came to celebrated xmas day.. .so much food there. ..ughh..! (i still can feel them all)

and.. .today.. .2nd day of xmas.. :)

we went to the another church, special for indonesian.. .as a choir. ..

after that.. .we are gathered at one of my big sist' friends.. .

we had fun together. ..played gift exchange game.. and dinner. ..

i've gained so much weight.. .waaaaaargghh..! oh, NOO..! bad bad bad.. .

anw. ..  merry christmas  everyone. .. :)

 ♥ love love ♥

FUTURISTIC babe(s)

FUTURISTIC babe(s) by .deZkaa. featuring silver dresses

polaroid

polaroid by .deZkaa. on Polyvore.com

CLASSIC

CLASSIC by .deZkaa. featuring chiffon skirts

classic woman is never getting "old".. :)

BLACKREDparade

BLACKREDparade by .deZkaa. featuring high heel boots

inspired by black parade from my fave band.. .
my chemical romance.. .
i love them so much. ..
i do like this sets. ..how bout youuu..? :)

my polyvore ..

one of my sets.. :)

new wave style. ..

blue blue

umhh.. .im sorry for being so stupid.. .

i was bored and felt like i better take some picture.. :P

hellow

ehh.. .hi..! *waving*
i was dissapear. ..but.. .here i am.. .

so. ..im didnt do anything a couple days ago. ..
snow fell.. .
i prefer stay at home.. .warmm.. .aahh..! :)

and i bussy (again) with my polyvore ..
yay..!
i love mix and match clothes. ..shoes.. .

untitled

QUOTE

i wish life was like "i gotta feeling - BEF" .. .

monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday. ..friday, saturday to sunday.. .

party every day.. :)

QUOTE

may good luck be your friend in whatever you do.. and may trouble be always a stranger to you..

QUOTE

life doesn't always give second chances.. .take the first one..

hellow morning

photo taken by myself. ..

i was in a good mood to take some picture.. .

to fill my flickr up ..

♥ love you..

OWL *winkwink*

yaa.. .my bad habbit's comes again. ..

i cant sleep in the nite.. .i dont know why. ..

so.. .i turn the laptop. ..and do some spyiiing on facebook.. .haha. .

or maybe just browsing something new.. .

(maybe that the reason why i cant sleep.. :P )

and this day. ..i played a game on facebook. ..

word search .. .ahh..! it was so fun. ..but made my eyes sore.. .

i tried to beat my friends score.. .and i did it..! yeaaahh. ..hahaa. ..

yahh..! thats me. ..in number 3. .. :)

keep trying to be the number 1. ..!

wish me luck .. . *playing. ..playing.. .* :P

bangles ♥ bracelets

im a big fan of bangles and bracelets.. .

i'll share u mine.. .

here they are :

 i got it from "sinterklaas" - holland

 i got it from "sinterklaas" too - holland

 i got it from my big sist - holland

(world cup event - store freebies)

  i got it from my big sist - belgium

  i got it from my big sist - holland

(is actually a necklace)

  i bought it from thrift market - holland

 i got it from my mom - indonesia

 i got it from my big sist - rome

blaaaaahh..!

current mood : CONFUSION

how i wish i have a remote control.. .so i can pause & rewind the good memories and stop the bad ones..

i hate to admit that someone else is perfect for you..

love is unconditional.. relationships are not..

i wanted that i could change my life everytime.. .but it's impossible and i've tried to forget it..

it sucks when a boy told you that he loves you.. but then he shotted another girl..

yeaah... you have someone else.. i forgot.. why i'm still hoping? fool me..

people say u don't know what you've got until it's gone.. .truth is.. you knew what you had.. you just thought you'd never lose it..

QUOTE

even the simplest of words can change a person's life

dank u sinterklaasje

wooh..! today is december 6. ..its st. nicholas day.. .

(he's bday on 5 december)

his formal name is Sint Nicolaas or Sint Nikolaas.. .but also known as SINTERKLAAS..

sinterklaas is a traditional winter holiday figure in the netherlands.. belgium. ..aruba. ..suriname. ..curacao and bonaire.. :)

sinterklaas accompanied by his black faced helpers.. as we known as zwarte piet .. or black pete ..carry a bag which contains candy for nice children..

i've taken several photos when sinterklaas and zwarte piet(s) came to town. ..

~happy st nicholas day ♥

MCR

aww..! my chemical romance's new album is already out.. .
i want to buy it.. .
but i put it as my wish for sinter klaas.. :)
so. ..i'm waiting.. . *wink wink*

i want to post some review about it. ..
but.. .i haven't heard all of their songs.. .huuuw..!
maybe next week i have a time to write some review about their new album.. .
just wait. .. :)

QUOTE

i found this quote from tumblr.. :)

when you see your crush talking to another girl :

 4% they r just friends..

 6% he's not interested in her..

90% HE LIKES HER.. OMFG SHES SUCH AN UGLY SLUT ..!!

haha.. .it's funny.. .yet so truee..!! :D

check my tumblr anw guys.. thx before..

xxoo

i wish . ..

ohh.. .it's december already.. .wooohh. ..time flies so fast..!
i just have 1 month more for my holiday in netherlands.. .
i get used to be here.. .i love living in here.. .
(but i dont really like the weather. ..as i said at my last post..)

i wish indonesia can be like netherlands someday.. . *crossfingers*
neat.. .straight.. .tidy. ..nice.. (yaa.. .indonesia's a really nice country.. .but too bad.. indonesian people can't treat & keep the natural wealth of nation.. .)
people can having a good life if people living in good place (too). ..rite..? :)
so.. .
why do we (indonesian people) not try to keep and raise country to be a great country..? :)
and become one of the world's developing countries..

18.30 - o2.12.2o1o

aargghh..! today was so cooold..! -7° C.. im freezing.. .i even cant felt my feet when i go outside..! hate it.. .

kinda miss hot weather of Indonesia.. .

but.. snow've fallen.. .and i have had an idea to took some picture.. .and these are a few pictures i took today.. .

 backyard

freeesshh stawberry :9

my "bear" sister

QUOTE

life's a bitch. ..you've got to go out and kick ass.. ;)

i'd catch a grenade for you.. .

really really loveeee this song.. .
i can't stop listening to it.. .ahh..! im addicted.. .haa..!

it just stuck in my head.. .
and the video is so touching. ..bruno did a good job in this video. ..
his acting was so great. ..

bloody awesome..! love bruno mars.. .
♥

LANVIN for H&M

H&M approached Lanvin, one of the most influential brands of the 21st century, to collaborate.

 Alber Elbaz, Lanvin's artistic director & Lucas Ossendrijver, menswear designer

designed the highly anticipated collection.. and will go on sale on November 23 in around 200 H&M stores worldwide..

the collection features cosmetics, accessories, shoes, womenswear and menswear.. there is something to fancy at every price point, which ranges from $19.95 to $350.. wow..! :) affordable enough, uh.. .?

H&M and Lanvin : click here

love them collections.. .they really know how to display it.. .playful.. .simple yet deluxe.. 

i wish i could have them all.. .arrghh..!

last night.. .

"i thought a thought that i thought i had thought but the thought that i had thought wasnt the thought that i had thought i had thought so maybe if i had thought the thought that i thought i thought i wouldn't of thought so much.."

FINALLY.. i got u..!

aaaaahh..! so happy.. .i found my favorite bangle at thrift store in netherlands.. ;)

i've been looking this snake bangle for a long long time. ..i cant found it in indonesia, my country.. .so. ..i'm so excited when i saw it.. .and i bought it for 1o euro from 15 euro. ..the shop man gave me discount 5 euro because i came from indonesia. ..and he want to go to there. ..haha. ..what a kind man.. :)

       my snake bangle

Q U O T E

i'm not vindictive at all. ..but i'm not easily forgetting too.. .
forgive but not forget.. .

and let karma do the job.. .!

SINTER KLAAS

at 13 november.. .ian, my nephew put some lists and picture that he made.. and shoe, weeds + an apple for sinterklaas.. :) ohh, that apple for amerigo actually, sinterklaas's horse.. .haha. ..he's believing that sinter klaas does exist.. .and when he woke up.. .he didnt find the lists and picture & apple. ..he just found some pepernoten and some chocolate.. he's believing what he got is from sinter klaas.. .hahaa.. .

ian's wish :)

pepernoten, chocolate coin & frog with bikini

btw.. .i did the same thing like ian do too. ..but i know that sinter klaas is does exist. ..i know that his father and mother who did "the sinter klaas job".. :)

Cee Lo Green - Fuck You Lyrics

(Chorus)
I see you driving 'round town
With the girl i love and i'm like,
Fuck you!
Oo, oo, ooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough i'm like,
Fuck you!
And fuck her too!
I said, if i was richer, i'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some shit? (ain't that some shit?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Fuck you!
Oo, oo, ooo

Yeah i'm sorry, i can't afford a ferrari,
But that don't mean i can't get you there.
I guess he's an xbox and i'm more atari,
But the way you play your game ain't fair.

I picture the fool that falls in love with you
(oh shit she's a gold digger)
Well
(just thought you should know nigga)
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
Yeah go run and tell your little boyfriend

(chorus)

Now i know, that i had to borrow,
Beg and steal and lie and cheat.
Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya.
'Cause being in love with you ass ain't cheap.

I picture the fool that falls in love with you
(oh shit she's a gold digger)
Well
(just thought you should know nigga)
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
i really hate yo ass right now
(chorus)

Now baby, baby, baby, why d'you wanna wanna hurt me so bad?

(so bad, so bad, so bad)
I tried to tell my mamma but she told me
"this is one for your dad"
(your dad, your dad, your dad)
Uh! Whhhy? Uh! Whhhy? Uh!
Whhhy lady? Oh! I love you oh!
I still love you. Oooh!

(chorus)

my recent fave song :)

LOVE his voice..! :) so great. .. entertaining video.. love love love..!

Q U O T E

i am not a bitch.. i just speak my mind..

i am not a slut.. i just get every guy i want. ..

i am not a heartbreaker.. i just get bored easily. ..

i am not cocky. ..i am confident..

Do you believe in angels?

sure do.. :)

:) feel free to ask me..

If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?

english, japan & netherlands ..

:) feel free to ask me..

Who's the sexiest man alive?

gerard butler.. . :)

ask me anything.. :)

ALBERT CUYP MARKT

albert cuyp markt is a street market in amsterdam. ..the place where u can find whatever-u-want .. :) u can find clothes, shoes, souvenir, glasses and anything else.. .also u can find fresh fruit, flowers and fish there.. .cool, uh..? :) and the price is affordable.. .this market opens from monday until saturday, 9.00 - 17.00 .. :)

as i promise u guys about photo of amsterdam, u can see it on my flickr.. .feel free to see & leave some comment. ..

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adioos.. :)

amsterdam. ..

waw.. .this is my 2nd times to visited amsterdam. ..n still. ..not enough time to explore the whole city.. .so many place to go. ..

but.. .at this time i went around the city by boat.. .and went to madam tussauds.. .

so many celebrity wax figures there.. .so excited..! :)

one thing that i love about amsterdam is the architecture. ..amsterdam has one of the largest historic city center in europe.. .with about 7.000 registered historic buildings.. .i know it from wikitravel..

i'll post the photos later.. :)

if u wanna know more about amsterdam. ..u can click here..

and be careful with coffee shops in there guys.. :) haha.. .dont be fooled.. .if u wanna drink some coffee.. .u better go to the restaurants or cafe.. :)

Michael Bublé - Hollywood (OFFICIAL Video)

LOVEE this song & the video. ..michael buble never disappointing you.. :)

BRUNO MARS ♥

aah. ..my fave boy..! :) he's a talented man. ..great voice. ..nice song. ..good looking.. .umhh. ..what u could ask for more..? ;) his album : doo wops & the hooligans is really cool.. .

i love almost all his song in this album..

catchy lyrics + easy listening music = GREAT MATCH .. !

here's my fave bruno mars's songs list :

• just the way you are
• (feat. travie mccoy) billionaire
• marry you
• grenade
• the lazy song